Why am I writing this book?
-afraid of losing memories
-afraid of being able to write cogently
-leaving a legacy for others to perhaps be helped solving problems and navigating life.
Some background-
-For single men, never have had kids, all siblings and parents deceased.
-Having GAD and positive and negatives of that
-Raised on a farm and ranch
-Sex male gender , orientation difficult to say because (see section on why I do not relate to gays even though have tried relationships
-Helped run 29 unit apartment house for Dad
-Brief mission for L.D.S church
-Pxing a key (see mystery chapter on that)
-The constant struggle of genetics vs. environment
-The constant struggle of "scaffolding" that we forget was there to build us up or tear us down and trying to recall that as natural functions of our brain work against that. Aug 3,2024